Maybe

Slowly and gradually
That shadow creeps in
Of forgetting and moving on
Of some form of coping
Of change
Of healing
Of composure
Of freedom supposedly
But it does not feel like
You have forgotten
Or coped
Or changed
Or healed
Or composed
Or set free
Then you realise
Maybe something is missing
Maybe foregiveness
Maybe love
Then, for a brief moment
There is relief
Of finding the answer
It passes away
The relief I mean
Then you decide to guess
Guess as hard as you can
To find that something
Someday
Somewhere
Anywhere
Sitting right there
All awake
You realise
You forgot, you somehow coped, changed, healed a little, composed a bit and may have been a comparitively free
You are not thinking about that anymore
You are busy guessing
Then you tell yourself
Ya... maybe