And when you are living alone

And when you are living alone, you wonder where this is what means that you are lonely. You believe it or sometime and then you get on with your life and start living.

It isn’t like you don’t have moments of crying and hopelessness. You want to hug someone and there maybe no one.

You are very happy and you want to jump and dance and yell and tell someone and go crazy. You feel there is no one.

You hurt yourself and you are in pain. You want to cry out loud when you imagine putting the disinfectant on your wound. Then, you feel there is no one.

You find the best piece of your favourite food and you want to share with someone and there is no one.

A lot of cleaning needs to be done and you are getting lazy. There is no motivation. You feel there is no one.

It is late and you have to still make your dinner after you reach home. You don’t want to cook. You feel there is no one.

You are going away and you want someone to water your plants. You feel bad because one of them dies. You don’t get a new plant. You feel there is no one.

You try out a new outfit. You feel you look really good. You stand in front of the mirror and appreciate yourself. You feel there is no one.

Your grief resurfaces. You cannot sleep. Your eyes are pouring tears like rains in the monsoon. You feel there is no one.

You cook something good. You want to eat it. You appreciate how well you have cooked. You feel there is no one.

You are enjoying a good piece of art. It is so amazing that you are overblown by it. You feel there is no one.

You hate to be disciplined. You give up yourself a lot. You know how important it is for you. You feel there is no one.

You are startled awake by something. You don’t know whether you were dreaming or … You feel there is no one.

You are out in the world. Nobody calls you for 48 hours. You have not talked to anyone. You feel there is no one.

You want to be unreasonable, irresponsible, loud, reckless, crazy, childish, risk taking … You feel there is no one.

You have poured out your heart in a piece on your blog. You are waiting for someone else to view it other than yourself. You feel there is no one.  

You want to be understood. You feel there is no one.

You feel tired. You feel there is no one.

You are exhausted. You feel there is no one.

You are. You feel there is no one.

You feel there is no one.

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You are here for yourself!!!