The gap that cannot ever be filled

The gap that cannot ever be filled

Just as you went away
I felt that you are still here with me
I tried to search you everywhere
I searched in and out
I found just some of your memories
But, ..... not you
With all my heart I prayed
So that you will come back
and meet me as a cloud
Surprise me with a thunder
Or soothe me through the rain
I cannot still find
The reassurance you carried away
I am so happy yet so low
I try and find someone like you
All the time......
Its like the coldness in ice-cream
Its the warmth of the blanket
Its the commas in a novel
Its just the nail in the right place
So......
The ice-cream melted and the blanket's torn
The nail is long lost and the commas gone
What remains is
the gap that cannot ever be filled